dark melancholy clouds over mi head... dat stupid devil.. called melancholy.. n she's so tanned.. so i call her dark melancholy..
im seeing her more n more dese days.. n she's a real pain in mi ass...

SL was totally crappish again lah.. it's a total waste of time.. n i went dere marking work n cutting paper spiders.. like i cannot cut cockroaches lizards n houseflies at home liddat.. n summore it's so far.. n dat woman wans to request to our "boss" hu is mr boy to extend the thingy to like 2-3 hours.. !@#$% im gna spend 2-3 hours next week sitting dere cutting paper insects again.. well at least today i was kept awake n laffing most of the time by john CK n jonathan.. n later i was asked to read 3 little pigs to dis gal.. den i pull john along.. n damn it.. dat woman pull mi back n made mi cut finish all the paper spiders.. but later CK help mi cut finish oso.. so not so bad..but i was on the verge of crushing dose paper spiders alr lah...
it's like u got more impt things to do like trng n work.. n u r over here cutting paper spiders.. u call dat service learning?!??!
2 wks down.. 8 MORE WEEKS 8 MORE WEEKS...

im trying to convince miself im feeling good.. im not veri worried.. but u noe.. i still am worried.. i dare not tink wad might happen in the weeks to come.. seriously.. dat fear is engulfing mi alr.. im so keeping mi fingers crossed..